What do you think a guy would do when hes down and out of the game AND has a big pile of time to doodle and write during boring lessons?


This was earlier today. Way earlier.. The handwriting sucks thanks to me. I didn't really bother to write it neatly at all cause I never thought i would show anyone this, let alone the fact that anyone would ever see this. But i like the way this blog gets me to put up stuff thats so personal. So yeah. And yeah i probably should get over all this emo-shittiness cause it doesn't get my anywhere and it probably just makes me less.. of a person. The heart sucks so bad when its not content. Oh well. Sigh.

Oh yes, just a little something else:

Sometimes when you are all alone, there's a warm feeling on your shoulder. And then there is this enlightening, which sometimes makes you feel like you can fly. Next comes the whirlwind, where a huge tornado comes towards you and threatens to swing you far into the sky. But somehow, your feet are rooted to the ground. And you wonder, what happened? What kind of miracle was that? It was how a special someone came up to you and tapped you on your shoulder, and how He then took all your burdens away from you and stayed with you, protecting and comforting you when everything was a complete mess. The next time the whole world feels like its coming to the end, just believe that He'll be there, waiting to comfort you.

I'll be there. As best as i can (: