Gah.
theres a void right there, just above my stomach and just in front of my lungs.

whats the use of trying and trying, but never getting anywhere in the end.
things are falling apart. im torn. and certain someones are suffering.
wth.
but right now, i miss her like hell. but theres like nothing i can do.
poofed.




well. these happened before it happened.
yeah. their all great. honestly.






here goes:
I always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.

I will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I will remember
and our fights have become painless scars.

Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
and spend some time with you.

In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares.